Thursday, October 28, 2010

NICHKHUN!!!!

Still waiting @
11:05 PM

Monday, October 25, 2010

yesterday went to gym for 2 hours..i did the eliptical for 15 mins,bike for 10 mins mayb??and the stepper..i climbed untill the 40th floor!!!so 满意!!at first i wanted to do some hand exercise that involves the forming of muscle .then got 1 secondary boi kip looking at me.i fed up lor..i go to selina and say the ppl here veri unfriendly lor.i wan to the machine kip looking at me!!!fat cannot do the machine meh..!!tml going to robinson's interview.wish me luck!!

Still waiting @
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Saturday, October 23, 2010

we are under a crisis.god pls bless us.led out of shadow..u will nid to let go sooner or later.u r nt young alrdy.what i realli feel is that u have to change if nt u will nt be able to marry.dad if ur so scary all jie bf or run away.nxt time mayb jie may even blame u..let time heal all wounds...kor get well soon.

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12:52 PM

Friday, October 22, 2010

im just a girl with a small heart..i cant take blows in a day..we were best of friends in exercise.i make the session fun..then u 2 started to dissappear..i realli was lonely..i did not maked any frends..yesterday u 2 appeared at the same time. it was obvious that u 2 kept contact if not after missing for a few months.how come come back together..i did tried to look for ur contacts..you 2 caused me to sorrows..even during exercise i did think of u sometimes..i felt weird like i didnt know you..i was in the process to delete u from my memory when ur appearance waver me alot.i almost broke down.but i hold back my tears and go to corners.even an outsider could see i was very moody.i didn;t smile as i exercise..i would always smile wen u2 werent around.i kept avoiding u...i did not know if i could trust u again.i nv forget the harm caused to me..u just appear wen u feel like and disappear..u have no responsibility...althought i still smile and joke around but in my heart there's a scar..

the second blow was when told me that he and shirley broke up..shirley was a fun loving person.i realli liked her. and in a split second she disaapear from my life.she not like my whoever but i did not ask what happen .i just say ok. as i counld not accept how would my brother feel..untill now im unable to accept the fact...i was not allowed to tell anyone..why am i being so emotional.??

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